Hello, I'm at the outpost

     I work hard down here to try and make things happen for myself.  No one else will do it, I have to do it.
     I've pretty much given up on trying to get my family to look at anything I do.  They have opinions about things that don't always correlate with mine.
     I have different ideas about things that don't necessarily correlate with much of the human race.  In fact, some of my ideas might actually read as 'alien' to others.
     The perception of me growing up was that I was 'weird'.  Well, when you barely have enough food to eat at home, you have a tendency to reserve your strength to when you need it, so I didn't really go out of my way to become Mr. Popular.
     Looking back, I really was a stick in the mud.  I didn't have any positive energy to give to anybody.  I had nothing to give, and that was sad.  I didn't even know it much at the time.  Maybe I did, but I didn't care.  I was just trying to make it through the day, and I was wondering what it would be like to have sex with women, lol.
     It's a lot nicer being older.  You don't have to think about certain things anymore.

     Time to make some coffee, and do some stuff.  Laters.

     Thanks for reading this.  I appreciate it, I really do.

     :)